Having a small child is an adventure.
My son is at that age where he can be totally fine and then completely melt down for really no reason at all. Or in other words he feels something he can’t express or I can’t understand. And so for him he does the only thing he can, cry and scream.
It happens at home, in public, daytime or nighttime.
Continue reading “Being Dad: The Stare And The Meltdowns”
What does meditation look like to me?
Well, it used to be do these breathing exercises and stress squeezes I learned on my mission.
Sometimes it was cleaning my apartment before bed.
Lately, it has been preparing for the next day: meal prep and journal/planner writing.
Tonight, it’s listening to a talk from General Conference, meal prepping, calendar updating, video watching and blog posting.
Just finding things to relax before bed. Finding ways to clear my mind and most importantly center myself back to the Savior and the Spirit.
This is day one.
Last week I had the amazing opportunity to go on vacation with my family.
My parents, sister and I haven’t all been together in a few years and so we weren’t sure how well we would all get along. Luckily, aside from a few moments, we did really well considering we spent the better part of a week almost constantly together.
It helped that we were all out of our own environment and experiencing something new together.
Continue reading “How To Change Your Perspective: Take A Vacation”
Remember We Die by Gemini Syndrome
Music is important in my life.
As a teenager, I used music to reach out and get help. As an adult, I’ve relied on music to keep me going. So it was really difficult when I joined the Mormon church and was faced with trying to find a balance between something that had, quite literally kept me alive, and a culture that was asking me to give up certain types of music.
At first, I felt strongly that I needed to really look at my relationship with music and recognize that certain things really worked to only bring me down. But like a good convert I decided it was best to literally destroy my music collection and try to do with out.
Continue reading “Remember We Die”
I had promised this post about a month ago… sorry for the delay.
I’ve had this one on my mind for a few weeks now. It’s one of the three I’ve had on repeat this summer. This image came up in my memories today and after some quick editing I had just an image of me.
This is me, more happy and comfortable then I’d been in years. At the time, my life seemed to be headed somewhere amazing. It would ultimately be a two-year disaster that left me with almost nothing.
I guess it’s been a week of serious reflection and I really would love to be this person again.
I wrote the above text back in July.
Continue reading “Somethings Just Not Right”
I’ve been pretty open about my experience with depression.
Since mid-July, I’ve stepped away from writing for a bit to focus on the mess that is my life. For whatever reason, I thought there were to many distractions and I was afraid things were getting out of control.
Continue reading “Update: State of My Head”
I run an online shop through Etsy. I paint wooden decor for fun and on occasion, I use a local business to ship my items instead of going to the Post Office.
It isn’t convenient. In fact, it takes twice as long unless I am already on that side of town, which is rare. So, why do I go there?
Today, when I walked in, there wasn’t anyone standing behind the desk. Normally, service there is quite quick and so while surprised, I didn’t mind waiting. When the employee did appear, he was very kind and engaging.
Continue reading “Hope for Humanity: The Mailroom”