Panic

Quiet Thoughts #6

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Anger.

Evil.

Hate.
Consuming.
Hurt.

Sadness.

Pain, overwhelming.

relaxed.

breathing.

alive. trying.

Failing, struggling.

Not doing enough.

Doesn’t feel right.

coasted through life too much. Not an adult.
Never give up. Where did life go?

How did i survive this long?

 

Spiraling. Stopping.

Not sure how to feel about not ever being enough but also never trying hard enough.

The only thing I really care about is me. But, what about my son? Am I really that selfish.

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